Sometimes i feel tired to follow rules in my live. But without rules everything will gonna crazy.
Maybe i will comfort in lazy state and just seeing something wrong and say “its not my responsibility to defend them” and i will say everyone selfish if i got trouble but no one cares.
I realized what i need is consistent and deveat my personal ego. No more but. Just doit now or forget about it.
I have lot of unsatisfied feeling about life. Many of them is regret of laziness, fear and chance that i not accept.
Maybe everything has gone. I don’t want loosing myself again. I need to change one by one.
First one is how i see rules and make commitment to myself.
